Hello there, whats wrong with You? What's that doubt? Why do you want to give up, just because you failed once or twice?
This is not a reason. You have to go and fight.
You will achcieve your goal.
Sooner or later you will achcieve it, but you must go foward, push and fight for your own.
It doesnt matter that everything is against you.
The most important thing is you have desire to win.
It counts. Anyone can achcieve the goal, no matter whether such or such, but you have push foward and fight.
Now you have three seconds to shake off, say "♥♥♥♥ that ♥♥♥♥".
Smash your desk, Im pushing foward and achcieve my goal. Cheers