+rep insane at ghostface and gave me hatch! ggs :>

The more I think about not thinking about the song, the more I lose touch with reality. My family keeps dragging me away from this song, as they hope that it would improve my mental health. They don't seem to get that it would only make it worse. My friend set up a challenge for me to watch the song for 24 hours straight. I ended up staying up four days straight watching it, and I enjoyed every single bit of it. The only reason I stopped is that I passed out hard. I could still hear it in my dreams. I have been pushing to change my legal name to Undertale The Musical, and they just stared at me. They don't get it. The world has to judge me and it has been very limiting. My internet bill has been very expensive because I watch the video all the time. I think I'm done here, I'm gonna go back to focusing my full attention on Undertale the Musical.

So I promptly littered the whole project with links and screenshots of Undertale the Musical and ended up crashing the Google Servers because I manually typed the link in over 2,300 times in the span of 3 minutes without one mistake, because I could NEVER EVER make a mistake while inputting anything related to Undertale the Musical. 2,300 divided by 3 is 766.6, so that means I typed in the links at 766.6 words per minute. That isn't fast enough, I still feel guilty for that. :( ... I attempted to do this before, but the computer I had lit on fire due to my fast typing, and my keyboard keys flew out faster than a jet. I had to buy a diamond keyboard and steal a supercomputer from NASA to do this again. I shame myself for my past life to not even ACKNOWLEDGE the song before it was ever released. It should've been burned into my memory before LHUGUENY even THOUGHT about it.

But I refuse as that would have the slightest possibility of distracting me from the song for a couple of seconds, so I wrote down the lyrics as many times as possible. I got a little too into writing the lyrics and drooling at the lyrical masterpiece that my parents and teacher had to drag me out of the seat and quit writing. At that point, my hand got so tired that I had to write with my mouth. I was so proud and I'm still keeping the piece of paper with me to this day. I've been obsessed with this song since Day 1. When I clicked the YouTube video on April 3rd, 2016, it was love at first sight. I couldn't quit watching, this instantly led up to this obsession. 4+ years of goodness has gotten me to the best life I've ever lived. One day, we had to do a slide-show presentation through Google Docs with a group as a project. At that point, I knew I had to do a few things. The slide-show didn't have a single friskin sign of Undertale the Musical by LHUGUENY in it.

My family has suggested to me about getting therapy (by suggested I mean begged,) but I ALWAYS tell them this song IS my therapist. This song is the only reason I'm still going. This song occupies me, and I dread losing a single moment of my life not being associated with this Music Video. I have every single lyric memorized by heart if you couldn't already tell. When I'm in school trying to do my math homework, I never allow myself to be distracted by the school system. My grades are so low that my teacher literally sat down one day after class and watched me do my math homework. I couldn't do my homework without typing the song lyrics completely manually into the calculator, it has this option to type in letters. I couldn't help myself but to also rewrite the lyrics on the back of the paper. Every single time I'm in detention we're forced to constantly write the whole time about how to follow the school guidelines.

I have developed a very un-healthy obsession with Undertale the Musical
. I've burnt out 41 monitors and counting due to constantly watching Undertale the Musical by LHUGUENY. This Musical of the game Undertale fills my mind and affects my every-day life. If I'm not watching the Music video, I'm sleeping or thinking about it. When I'm sleeping, without missing a beat, I'm always dreaming about Undertale the Musical. I wake up every single night feeling well-rested, ready to go to work. If you were curious about my work, the song is constantly playing in my mind so vividly that it's hard to focus on my job. I have struggled to keep my job, but I'm desperate to keep it or else I won't be able to afford my internet bill and that means I will never ever be able to watch Undertale the Musical ever again, and even the thought of that makes me lose all hope...