Every person has two faces, but the worst thing that can happen, is when the two faces merge into one.
You no longer recognize yourself, your behavior, you train of thought.
All of that becomes completly foreign to you. This one face than controls you.
Makes you do things, you don't actually wanna do.
It's like if there's something in your head... A voice, a second character that controls you.
After a while you don't care anymore and you realize how you slowly lose you feelings for everything and everyone. Including your close friends and family...
There are moments when the voice calms down and you think you can be yourself again, but you cant, because everything repeats itself...