This man
I think I'm madly in love with this man.
I can look at photos of him for hours and never get tried of looking at them
Hearing his voice is like doing heroine
I can't get enough of it
Its never enough for me, I love every part of him. To his beauty and supportive acts to me
and to his flaws, the way he gets jealous, his temper, his selfishness and aggression toward his enemies. I love it all, all of it so much. Almost to a crazy perspective I put in my thoughts.
I could stare at the picture and think back to all the love we brought together and wander threw my thoughts like a eternal maze, never being able to stop feeling that unbelievable feeling of another person caring for me and my actions and loving me.
This guy helped me in seeing that I have to do things I don't want to do, so I can get to havens like herself.
he made me alot stronger
But also
Weaker in some ways
I will crawl my ways to new lows to see this guy
To hear his voice
I'll even murder
Living in this world without that face and that personality, I might even kill myself
I would fight hundreds of people if I needed to. Seeing him die would murder me as well. I put all my time and work into this guy, so much raw power behind myself that I didn't know I had when I met this guy, he triggers all my strength into something chaotic and efficient. I can feel it in my soul, something igniting with a mighty light unable to go out until the end of time
he makes me feel something that I never had before, its so visceral and inflammatory but also soothing and kind
I never care about any other guy
Only him
If there was a celebrity man that liked me and had a extreme ass and big tits I would deny him 1000 times.
I dont think I care about anything else besides my goals and him
I love my family of course but this is a special type of love that I might die over. Or even kill over, coming with so many complexed emotions into my psyche things I never knew I felt
Too many sacrifices, too many to count..
I get so jealous when I think about other guys
Its so violent
I would beat it so much that he would be barely breathing while blood comes out of his mouth, breaking his nose and making his face turn into a pulpy mess on the floor.
I'll help this man and want to make him feel happy always
I've been dating him for almost a year now
I never knew I could love another human being this much
it filled me with hope in humanity
I think...
This maybe..
Be the one
the one
that I will spend the rest of my life with.