No longer Staz but now Richarz Blood




Dreams i wish people to carry on

3 people who only meant something in my life 2 are dead

What i take from death is there dreams to carry on forward hopefully someone will do the same for me

My first wanted to die and wanted everyone he loved to move on so i did
i shared that dream with him a little envy he did it before me

2nd was a french bakery

3rd has not yet completed her dream but she leads a happy life at the moment and at times like this it pains me to go to her feel better.

i felt like both lungs were pulled from my body when i heard the 2nd
the third i could not even imagine.


2nd a chocolate mille fueille

3rd i would do over 20 times of macron

its for anyone who knew what my dish was
but i personally think it was a potato gnocchi


guess that's what i liked when i had passion
now i just feel like a black hole