I lost my 10 yr old nephew back in my May. I had just seen him at a memorial party for my brother who we also lost a few years back. That was the 29th of April. The 11th of May my nephew came home and killed himself. He was being bullied. He hung himself in his bedroom closet. Mothers Day was the 13th of May. My sister ONLY CHILD. I cant get over it. Since then ive lost my home. My beloved cat. And my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ mind. Things ARE getting better each and everyday. Yet I just cant get over it. I have truly lost something that cannot be replaced. I cant eat or sleep. I dont enjoy life. Everytime i go outside i think of him, and all the things he is missing. When I see little boys his age I lose my breath. This song is everything to me right now. For I am suffering a pain unlike anything that can be found on this Earth.