I want to kill myself but is impossible because I am so ugly that I don't want another human to discover my ugly remains. Even if they only discovered my dried up bones, they would be able to tell by my bones that I was ugly. Furthermore, every cell in my body is ugly and a disgrace, I would feel guilty if a microscopic skin cell drifted into the air anda normie had it in their plain of view even though they cannot perceive it with their vision. If I burned myself to ashes, there would still be ugly ashes, besides, fire is sacred and I'm too ugly for fire anyway. I would prefer to be dissolved in a tub of acid or chemicals to the point where nothing that resembles what was once human biological material remains. My eye area is so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ subhuman, I couldn't live with myself even if wearing Tron visors in public was legal and socially acceptable in America. Every woman who looks at me looks at me with pure hatred and disgust. My face alone is a rape threat, the flesh that covers my bones is essentially a planned school shooting in their eyes... Being ugly is the same as being evil to them. I am afraid to talk to females because they will get scared of my face and call the cops who will come to kill me. I want to die but not with bullets. I don't want a corpse that others can see, seeing myself in an open casket funeral would be suicide fuel from beyond the grave.