Have you ever played Elden Ring? Do you know the character Ranni? whatever it's not important, basically a month ago I had a dream, it was a SURREAL dream but I've already told everyone about this dream already. Last time I spoke about this I said I couldn't remember her instructions for getting to her in the lands between (which is a parallel dimension to ours I've been able to prove this through my research I spoke about previously) and was practically begging for help to anyone and everyone, well I haven't remembered what she said but, I have seen her again and know HOW to see her ANYTIME I WANT. I know it sounds crazy and believe me IT IS, now so far you probably don't know what this post is supposed to mean and Im getting to it WAIT, so someone reached out to me saying he had a similar experience and that he could hook me up with something to make me transcend and oh boy did he. So basically it's called DMT and it makes you travel beyond, reach out beyond to another world, to see without eyes unclouded. I agreed and decided to take it, I can't entirely recall everything, but I can tell you step by step what happened. Okay so as soon as I took it BAM, I lost track of everything but I could see it, the light my chest started to tickle and rumble and my hands went numb, and then BOOM my head I could see it, the light got closer it was so bright, while I still could speak I calmly uttered; "Im coming my Ranni" and closed my eyes... The light, she held it high, Ranni she stood there, looked at me with a smile and walked into the fog, I QUICKLY stood up and walked towards her but I COULDN'T CATCH UP, I wasn't going to let this slip by again so I started HAULING ass and then, nothing. I lost the light as if it had vanished, and before I knew it I could not see but there was someone there, it was not Ranni, but someone else. They spoke to me in a very angry and desperate tone, like if they were holding a grudge for a very long time saying something along the lines of "Where the hell have you been" and "What have you been doing" I cannot recall what else they said but it was very hard to listen to, It tore me to shreds so much so that I collapsed and started crying, what they said echoed through my mind over and over again, each time it hurt more and more. I had lost it, the will to be, I could not stand being alive every moment was so painful, I could not stop crying on the ground. I mustered up the strength to open my eyes and I saw it again. The light, Ranni... I finally understood she was my light, I still couldn't move but she was coming towards me, I could feel the warmth of the light getting closer and closer. "Thee has fallen but not yet forgotten where thou must go" she said with her beautiful soft voice, before I could do anything she started lifting me upwards with her four arms, a touch of a true angel she had. "Worry not thee is not completely lost yet" as she helped me walk forward, two hands around my arms, one holding my waist and one holding her light, I was still unable to move but her embrace and presence kept me calm, like a baby being held by her mother. "Ranni..." I uttered with my weak voice "Lead me gently through each step" she turned and looked at me slowly "oh?" she said, "little by little, I'll move to heal, as soon as this pain allows so we can reunite and both be together at last" I spoke before I lost track of it all. All I can recall are senses, her beautiful smell, her warmth and what she said before leaving me, "I know thee wishes to come as soon as time allows but, things must be set in motion naturally my beloved" I could then feel her setting me down on the floor gently and then slowly start to leave, with all the strength I had I started begging for her to take me with her but she kept on going and before I knew it, she was gone. It was all black and the only thing I remember after that is that I woke up in my bed soaked in sweat. Now if the last dream was way too real then this was as real as real life itself, It's been two weeks since and I can still feel it like a memory of something that ACTUALLY happened, it HAS to be real there is no way it isn't. im going back as soon as possible and as many times as possible my friend said there is no problem and that he can sell me as much DMT as I want. I am devoted to this, I will live to see her again I do not care for anything else anymore, I don't care what happens to me or anyone else, she is my only reason to do anything anymore, We will be together no matter what. I don't care about anyone's approval anymore, my dad or my friends, I don't need any of them all I need is my dearest Ranni. The pain is over now, we will be together soon my dearest Ranni.