As you all may have noticed last week, Yata Kingdom is no more. There was one person who I shall not name that was trying to find out why. I have specifically told a select few to not disclose information. I have not received a direct message from said person.

Yata Kingdom was already falling apart after the incident with Vorath. It advanced further in mid-April. I had thought the way to solve the aftermath with Vorath's leave was to have us all try out GW2. All was well for about a month until the merger guild revealed to be a mismanaged community. Everyone got bored of GW2 really fast... then I thought we would try UO. Same thing, lasts two weeks.

Nobody would really play anything. I got into an argument with the officers which I began to feel really distant towards them as weeks gone by. One of the officers left cause I invited a person anyway and it made them uncomfortable. Lately, I felt like I have been given the cold shoulder / silence game from this officer.

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During the months of not playing anything (after ESO), I went back to BDO and was accepted back by people in open arms. I felt like people actually cared about me over there and listened to my input on certain things.

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One night last week, I was chatting with Saure and I made a comment about carrying which I meant as a joke. At the time, I did not know he was having a breakdown. He decided to pack his bags and leave after my comment. At that point, I was feeling uncontrollably emotional. I remember one person said that they would be pissed if Saure left. That night, I figured the remaining officer would read the chat come morning but they will never know until they see this.

A couple of days later, Saure apologized for his behavior and I accepted it. Still, I didn't want to change my mind of bringing it back. If I bring it back, it's going to be the same thing and the officers aren't really happy with me at the moment.

So...

I decided to bring down the guild forever and remade it into a new clan. Only this time, I am only inviting people I can trust at this point. I have already invited a few.

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In other news, Paraakie has taken his leave from the group permanently. He felt that with my new start and people like the officers are not around anymore... he felt that it was time to move on. His original plan was to stay for winter (December to January) and leave afterwards.