Ohana means Family

Hey guys, I honestly didn't think I'd ever write something like this in my streaming career but its kind of something I've realised that I have to do right now. As you guys know, I havnt been streaming as much as I would have liked to in the last few weeks. I have been blowing these off as just going somewhere or important things came up, but now i have to say whats really going on. I have streamed everyday i possibly could for the last year and a half and loved every moment of it. The experiences you guys have gave me have been truly life changing. Recenty I have been going through a rough patch, I've really not been motivated to stream or even record clips for YouTube. At first I thought I was just getting burnt out and just needed to relax a bit and think, but then I kind of realised that this isn't just stream related. I had lost the drive to even get out of bed in the morning, that seemed like the worst of chores to do and seemed almost impossible to do. I wouldn't want to do anything in my day but knew I had to put on a strong face for those around me and for you guys when I streamed. I want to be more honest with my viewers so that is why I am writing this. I am NOT quitting streaming, or would I ever consider it, I just need this weekend to try and beat this. I don't know whether is some kind of depression or just my mind telling me rest a little but I know that if I want to stream for the rest of my life I have to be cautious. I hope you all understand where I'm coming from, and I have new ideas coming in on how to make my stream more fun, interactive and in general just somewhere that we as friends can hang out, chill and make amazing memories together. I want to apoligise for not being so out front with you guys earlier, I guess I was just so scared of disappointing you guys that I missed the bigger picture that you guys are also my family, and I should be able to tell my family anything, so now on I promise to be more out front about these kinds of things, cause I know there are a lot of you guys who actually care about my wellbeing. I also apoligise if I have disappointed anyone recently, I am only human but I know i can be better than this. I will be back Monday and hope to see you guys there. If you are viewing this late this will be the 11th of June. Also if anyone wants to talk, I am always on my twitter, so don't be afraid to tweet at me. I hope you guys understand and I thank you if you guys have made it this far.

Love all of you guys! <3
Stitch.