I don't really have anything to say beyond "too little too late", unfortunately.
I appreciate that you've clearly gone far beyond anything we'd ever expect you to do to try and fix the METRIC FUCKLOAD of bad things you've done in HMod but sadly the damage has been done and there isn't really a lot that can resolve that at this point especially after targeting a lot of players, myself included, on an incredibly personal level.

Apologies.

So is this your strategy, now? You get permabanned for repeatedly and constantly being a massive twat so you call a server shit?

How 'bout you take your toxic and salty butt to Moat? I'm sure they'd be willing to accept you! c: