Depressed? Come and sort it out with the group.

Depression album "Alone" https://youtu.be/YLV72NewnzU

Hi guys,
I'm also depressed for a long time now and I hope it's a good place to get support and also give some...

I have a story for you all, read below for it.

My thought was my time had come to pass. I learned that seemingly permenant things in life just sometimes do not last. I looked the skull and pile of bones in the eye and he did the same to mine. "Is it already time?" I said. The black caped god only smiled. Yes, a skeleton smiled at me, or at least i took it as one when his teeth began to shift "Wake up some time and realize you need to find your purpose in life." he said before leaving my room throught the darkness which covered half of it.. I laid awake all night, thinking why i hadn't be taken. Someone as insignificant as myself being spared by the entity of death. My mind raced for hours before finally resting on a single thought. My guess was he planted it there because it was speaking to me.

'You had a purpose all this time Jonathan. You avoided it, stopped looking a long time ago before you could see it, or maybe you just didn't think you had one... But you had one... It is your choice to decide to throw it away and no one can take that away from you. I will promise to take your soul quick next time, but i only promise that. Do not let the humans at your school destory your life, do not let your responsibilities slow you down, and thank the women in your life for burning your heart... Because in the end... You have come out stronger, and better prepared for the purpose that you have been given.' The Reaper had told me something my own father was never there to say or imply to me as i grew up. But i can promise him nothing back. Because it is my life to throw away when i feel like it... But instead, promised myself that i will realize my own purpose in life. - Shiki Saito from the xTcR clan. (Other aliases : DanteDevilWithin, MindfulReaper, KunioRedgrave)

Well, umm hi? I'm new here. I obviously am not going to blab personal info on why I am depressed. In a nutshell I have been diagnosed with PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder due to some events in my past. Recently I haven't been coping a whole awful lot and things can range from a bad day to suicidal thoughts etc. I would love to help others or just be that person for them to talk to , so feel free to add me! :)