Originally posted by G_lad:

I have one.

Originally posted by Vaginal Infection:

It feels good to have FRC back, might as well get this back too.

Originally posted by G_lad:

Mission Impossible

Originally posted by 𝅳:

Originally posted by gabrum01:

Someone intruduce me

fat giggly soldier main

Originally posted by Nikki:

Originally posted by gabrum01:

Wall of text
Oh wall of text

Read it yourself
actually take time and read it
i'm the one who has to write this

Originally posted by Nikki:

https://gtm.steamproxy.vip/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=768037568
Hi. Some of you have probably known me as "Shadowcon66".
Something like this would typically have been my profile picture.
It's a close-up for the face of Ken Kagami's character, "Milk Man".
He was included for (and titled after) Deerhoof's album, "Milk Man".
Enough of that digression sort, lets get back into introducing myself.

To go back further with Steam, I was formerly a member of SPUF.
I joined the old forums back in the year 2011, but I was banned for good.
At that time, I was frequenting its TF2 components. I also was a shitposter.
My presence there was enough to be recognized I believe, at least to an extent.
I also had been a regular on the Team Fortress 2 forums on neo-SPUD, on Steam.
Around this time, I was invited to a group called "Smart, Sexy, Awesome people of TF2".
This would be the beginning of my involvement with all of these Forum Regular groups.
Anyways, I specifically recall back to having been a regular on a TF2 server from once before.
It was called "CRAB NICHOLSON'S EXTREME TRADING SERVER", and I was a mod there.
The ride was fun while it lasted, but the owner of the server decided to give up on the server.

Coming back to the "SSA" group I mentioned earlier, I was invited there because I got banned.
I was originally banned from SPUD's TF2 forums, so that is why I had been invited to the SSA.
Members like Earthcrash and whatnot were also there, if I can recall correctly.
I consider it to be one of the earliest Forum Regular groups, at least as a SPUD group.
Eventually that group was killed off by the community mods, because of Gaemingdaemon12.
He called the mods some mean stuff, forgot what exactly happened; but he had went on to
make another group called "The Epic Ones of TF2" (not deleted) to make up for his mistake.
I remember a fallout occurring with that group way later on, so we migrated to SUGP instead.
I've been in lots of groups, like "MONDAY-TUESDAY-WEDNSDAY" groups (both of them),
the original IMMOTF group, as well Radiant's group being "The Retirement Home".
Not forgetting to mention that I've been with Forum Filth since it was made.

I feel like I'm ranting on more about history, and talking way less about myself.
I wanted to provide a bit of forum-based background, but it'll never cover all of it.
Now though, I want to be more personal about myself.
Aged 17 and born on May 11th, 1999; going on age 18 this year.
I'm not a sociable person, because I'm really anxious in any social situation.
I usually try to avoid making eye contact with people the best I can.
Near the end of 5th grade I was kept out of school; due to (minor) teacher complications.
That means ever since then, I was "homeschooled". It seemed ambitious at the beginning
with all of those text books my mom bought, but then but then we decided to settle with
"Time4learning"... something that I gave up on doing almost entirely when I hit 8-9th grade.
Hooray for having too much free time and not thinking about responsibilities until it's too late.
Recently though I've tried to recover from that lack of education by using a website called
"Khan Academy" to try practicing and learning what I had not from before. It's okay, I guess.
Usually what I've been doing was taking care of 20-some animals, as it was like a zoo.
I don't have any actual friends in person, and sometimes I over-complicate things by giving
taking things too seriously; such as the time I think that somebody else yelled at me.
I'm bored, blank, and dull. Otherwise I'm impatient, anxious and very self-conscious.
This is on top of feeling guilt over some things. By now I try to make amends with that guilt.

I dropped being "Shadowcon66" and decided to use something more akin to my own name.
This was back in Late February to Early March, and it was because I hit a low enough point.
TL;DR I fucked around too much with a girl named Ashley on Steam; to the point where she
came back on the next day and told everyone about trying to overdose on some pills, so that
really hit me hard. At least enough to the point I felt sick enough of myself, and took it out
on my arm & leg with a kitchen knife that I brought up to the bathroom; but it was obvious
that I didn't really "thrust home, as I ended the refrain", or commit something like "seppeku".
I definitely went to apologize to Ashley, and I told her that not only I'm grateful to have that
chance to apologize to her myself (since she's still alive), but I also told her that the main
reason why I went after her myself; was that she reminded me too much of my own self.

I really like playing Dark Souls (1, 2 and 3), Demon's Souls and Bloodborne, my favorites.
I kind of want to get into the MOBA genre (games like Dota2) and Grand-Strategy games.
I particularly write overly-long articles and essays, not that it's professionally done though.
I am unsure of my own ambitions, and what I should do as a profession for making a living.
I have a lot of experience with all of these groups, counting years-worth of all this material.
I would like to end up having to do something supportive, for both myself and other people.
I think this may include volunteering at a shelter, and also seeing a therapist or psychiatrist.
I want to be able to get used to myself & what I want to be, finally feeling a sense of ease.
I don't want to continue feeling uncomfortable within my own skin, or anything like it at all.

Um, hi.