Café de Joey lähetti viestin:

Saply Moon lähetti viestin:

Here's my advice:


crap wrong advice

I mean...get a good night's sleep.

Not the place for a joke, and I already have gotten a good nights rest.

Café de Joey lähetti viestin:

So this is what happened, since most of you arent on the discord server.
My emotions were just getting worse and worse, and eventually all of my emotions besides sadness and fear were nullified. It didnt help that an asshole on my friends list made me question how anybody could trust me, take me seriously, how I could be a leader, or be a mod because of this. None of the advice that was given to me was helping, and I ignored it. I opened up shovel knight, to make it appear as if im doing something, and I just took an hour or so to calm down.
I just took time to relax, but what worried me was I had a suicidal thought I think. I was thinking "it will not happen, its unlikely", then something in my mind said, "If I end it all it wont happen again." I jumped, and started to snap into realisation, and started to feel better. After a long nights rest, I think I will be fine.
I am sorry for how I acted from this, as I acted immaturely. Im sorry about bringing this up.
No I am not suicidal, nor am I depressed. I hope I will be fine.

Saply Moon lähetti viestin:

Think about Courtney