Fact of the matter: Life's weighing down. A whole lot. Yesterday it still seemed I can manage, even turn all this fury into something useful, today it doesn't sound half as hopeful. School results are ♥♥♥♥ because i just can't seem to give a damn, I can't bring myself to start a certain project I have in mind (despite it being about the most "IQ 160" thing I've thought about in years AND the clear knowledge that's the case) simply because I can't get myself to do anything worthwhile. I can't even push myself to write despite promising Kryz I'd do just that, all I do is play videogames and ignore everything I should and could be doing, occasionally going about listening to music. Family issues don't help at all.

My discipline cracked, I almost beat up a guy who had nothing to do with most of my anger. A friend stopped me at the last second. Luckily. I don't feel like snapping at someone in this group, with the possible exceptions of shadowcon, that BLM ♥♥♥ I forgot the name of, and awew. So I'll go and run away into isolation forcing myself to work, until soemthing comes off it and I'll feel comfortable being around the rest of you again.

I'm not leaving the group, I'll simply stop being active until further notice. That shall be all.