I really don’t have any will to continue living

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7absi 11 Sep @ 4:47pm

I really don’t have any will to continue living

Like literally I have some problems and I have tried everything I tried to ignore them and accept them but I can’t because it makes me more miserable

and I tried to fix them but most of them are impossible to fix and the solutions are out of reach

I’m stuck in my own head

And these problems are about important aspects of my life if they were everything would change %100 but they won’t in my condition and I don’t know what to say anymore

I think Most of these problems and most people’s problems are connected to the modern world

I know it sounds stupid but I really believe the reason mental illness and depression has increased is because of how fast the world developed and we didn’t even have time to adapt

and now people don’t actually know what they want because there’s so many different doors and most of them don’t know if their goals are for themselves or just to meet society expectations and standards unlike in the past where life was limited

Am I Saying the modern world is bad? Of course not but is it good? I don’t know either everyone has their own world view in this subject

But I already know my answer it’s over for me

Anyway if you did read all of this I really appreciate it see y’all

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Thegamingnerd4525 11 Sep @ 4:48pm

Well I suppose it really is ultimately your decision, even if I wish you could find purpose in life, stranger
Please consider calling the hotline, please

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Last Jackdaw 11 Sep @ 4:48pm

If you are serious get off steam and call a suicide hotline.

Doomerang 11 Sep @ 4:49pm

Stay safe, brother. You are unique to this world and there's only one of you so it would be lesser without.

Wild Child 11 Sep @ 4:53pm

I'm sorry you're going through that, you're welcome to reach out if you need someone to talk to. I understand depression really well, what helped for me was learning the philosophy that the one absolute freedom we have in this world is the power of choosing how we feel and think. And it takes a lot of willpower and active effort to really utilize that but it is possible. I can't speak for mental illness beyond depression, and I hope it's not more than that for you. But don't lose hope. There's always options, always potential solutions, even though it's hard to see when you're down.

salamander 11 Sep @ 5:04pm

you must seek help, and if you already have and it did not work than try again. i struggled with over a decade of therapy hopping from one shrink and pill to the next and had many failures. it can take a long time to push past the suffering, but i do think it is worth it to continue to live for that day even if it is taking some times.

Ice Robertson 11 Sep @ 5:06pm

Originally posted by 7absi:
I really don’t have any will to continue living

People will care about your plight, No one would care when i feel the same.

Affronter 11 Sep @ 5:11pm

Important info herein, OP.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

salamander 11 Sep @ 5:13pm

Originally posted by Ice Robertson:
Originally posted by 7absi:
I really don’t have any will to continue living

People will care about your plight, No one would care when i feel the same.

i still think you should continue to seek help as well. it can take a long, long time and many tries to be okay again.

Thegamingnerd4525 11 Sep @ 5:16pm

♥♥♥♥, I really hope he is away, finding help

bAd a!m 11 Sep @ 5:26pm

Originally posted by 7absi:
Like literally I have some problems and I have tried everything I tried to ignore them and accept them but I can’t because it makes me more miserable

and I tried to fix them but most of them are impossible to fix and the solutions are out of reach

I’m stuck in my own head

And these problems are about important aspects of my life if they were everything would change %100 but they won’t in my condition and I don’t know what to say anymore

I think Most of these problems and most people’s problems are connected to the modern world

I know it sounds stupid but I really believe the reason mental illness and depression has increased is because of how fast the world developed and we didn’t even have time to adapt

and now people don’t actually know what they want because there’s so many different doors and most of them don’t know if their goals are for themselves or just to meet society expectations and standards unlike in the past where life was limited

Am I Saying the modern world is bad? Of course not but is it good? I don’t know either everyone has their own world view in this subject

But I already know my answer

Anyway if you did read all of this I really appreciate it see y’all

This is your steam profile:

https://gtm.steamproxy.vip/profiles/76561199062903010

Looks like you haven't got the full achievements list in the games you own.

You can start working on that.

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Define Brackish Water 11 Sep @ 5:28pm

Do you want to talk about it?

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7absi 13 Sep @ 2:26am

Originally posted by Define Brackish Water:
Do you want to talk about it?

I really appreciate the offer but I’ve been thinking about it all day and I think this is my final decision

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Corvus NaN 13 Sep @ 2:27am

Are you physically impaired beyond repair?

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Lime 13 Sep @ 2:28am

try not to throw away the good days for one bad one, the people who are saying talk to someone are right, but not online. actually talk to someone. if that's too hard, change your diet and sleep it off. You'll be stronger for sticking around

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skOsH♥ 13 Sep @ 2:44am

OP, I am essentially bedridden most days for like 16 hours, typically without any sleep. I haven't given up because I feel like it's a change that needs to happen with my brain chemistry, which I am working on slowly to adjust back to normal life

I worked night shifts for 10 years and that messed me up a bit

Been jobless for 14 months with the equivalent of 10usd in the bank/my entire net worth, and I'm middle aged

Don't give up. I ache all over every day and I sleep maybe eight hours total every 7 to 10 days.

I plan on seeing a doctor soon but please don't give up.

You can become stronger. Sometimes there's rough patches in life. Sometimes they seem like they won't get better. Life is a rollercoaster for everyone, with ups and downs. We're flying on a oblong spheroid at like 225km/s.

We might as well hang on for the journey.

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