We never saw from each other's sides
Or eye to eye
Just eye for eye
Lie for lie
Fight or flight
So much baggage we need a luggage rack
But we carry on with our stupid spats and our feuds
Look we made the news
I get love taps when I dis you
Like it was fun actually used to run back to the phone
Jump back into texting
Give you a typed-lashing then you
Laugh at the things that should make you swoon
It was funny back in our youth
But then it wasn't after I knew
That we were done and actually through
But if there's one fraction of truth
If it could be spun back
I would do so many things different
'Cause it was such a dumbass excuse
You hit me once and that I would use
To continue the pattern of abuse
Why did I buy you black?
Girl, I guess I'm a scumbag or confused

Contact lost to writer's block
You're the line that's hot that I forgot
We laughed a little
Cried a lot
I'll never forget when you came home after you lost your baby
Day before you went to jail and daily
I would wait for that mail lady
Or by the phone for you to call
And I watched you pull yourself up
And we decided on givin' it one more try despite it all
You're my lightning rod
When my sky gets dark
I'm your shiny rocks
In that tiny box
When we tied the knot
When we broke the knot
Every line we crossed
We were supposed to not
Every time we fought
The insults that got
Thrown too far
Words that we said that we didn't mean
The words that we meant that we didn't say
The ones that we thought that we shoulda said
Letters written that were left unread
Which maybe woulda led to some good instead
And had this put to bed
But I'd be lyin' still if I said I wasn't sittin' here askin' myself

We brought out the worst in each other
Someone had to make the sparring end
'Cause I loved you but I hated me
And I don't wanna see that me again
But I'm sorry Kimm
More than you could ever comprehend
Leavin' you was ♥♥♥♥♥♥' harder than
Sawing off a ♥♥♥♥♥♥' body limb
Once upon a time we're all we had
Maybe that's what drew us to each other
It was true love
♥♥♥♥ we never knew was possible
We might have loved each other too much
And maybe that's what made us do what we did to each other
All the screw-ups
'Cause you always thought that you were more in love with me
And I was thinkin' I was more in love than you were
For all the times that we thought it worked
'Til we saw how wrong we were
When the dust settled now and all the dirt
If I touch the rawest nerve all I want is for us not to hurt
And it's been an exhaustive search to find the words
But I just heard "Mockingbird"
And got the urge to jot some verses and thoughts
The purpose was not to stir up or open wounds
I've caused a few and so have you
Or argue whose fault it was
Partly yours, partly mine
But really no one's
This is so tough I'm gettin' choked up
Oh ♥♥♥♥ it we both suck
We broke up got back together
We both thought we had forever
Not bad people just bad together
We were so nuts back stabbed each other
Another blow struck but there's no duckin' this blow
'Cause it's over and it's closure
But I'm not so sure how to close this
I just don't know how some people can be so good
At one thing and so ♥♥♥♥♥♥ at a whole 'nother
♥♥♥♥, it's no wonder!