So give me something to practice drawing as I ain't gonna get any better without ideas or references as in order to draw something without references you need to draw with a lot of references until both your mind and muscle memory can memorize.

It sucks and it's painful for my psyche. But developing skill is crucial if I ever want to go anywhere in life as the world right proves that it ain't gonna get much better if you do nothing and just rant about it.

No one starts out perfect. We all had to begin somewhere. It's just a fact of life of this point.
Even the most gifted of people has flaws of their own.

...Also it's October which means spooky month means horror is in the season...
So why not ask for advice to practice on as a way to scare the ever living sh*t outta me?

Cause I already faced zombies, tyrannical regimes, eldritch space horror zombies, evil space cuttlefish terminators, all consuming space parasites, evil scary looking shadow figures that can actually harm you but can't outsmart bullet, actual robot terminators, spooky scary dancing skeletons, skeletons wearing suits with a fedora and using Thompson's with drum mags, giant mutated oversized wasps that can make any overgrown lizard cry, two colonies of worms being deployed as shock troopers, and a Waddle Dee with a gun...

Fails to scare me in comparison to a cat deciding to wake me up for food despite having lots of food, having to wake up and do work everyday, practice and learn new things everyday in order to get to my goals in life, and woman looking for actual love.

And Existential Dread.